Hello my lovely Mamas!
First of all, I must say that I'm so happy and pumped to be back writing on the blog. I definitely took quite a long break from the online world and I certainly missed communicating with you guys.
I feel like I owe you all some sort of an explanation for my sudden absence. The bottom line is I had a lot of my plate that became too much for me to juggle. I was trying to do much without the freedom of time and it began to affect my mental health. You Mamas don't know this, and most of the people around me in my life don't know this, but I suffer from a severe anxiety disorder. I've had it my entire life but was officially diagnosed in 2017, along with PTSD. I've had a lot of stressful situations to deal with this year and my anxiety began to affect me in the worst way possible, I literally just had to put a pause on everything and take a minute. My PTSD had me up all night crying, shaking and sweating in fear. Any little thing or any negative thought would trigger my anxiety and I wouldn't be able to function. It was bad.
Maybe one day I will go into detail about what it's like living with mental disorders and some of the ways I cope. In any case, I took time to care for myself and slowed things down a bit and I'm feeling much, much better! I can't wait for you guys to see the amazing projects I have planned ahead! There have been so many changes in the ESL industry and I can't wait to discuss them with you all! Please be sure to bookmark this page and keep on checking weekly for updates and new content!
I love you all and thank you so much for your continued support. All the meaningful messages and encouragement to start back blogging really gave me the extra push I needed.
Love,
Becky xoxo
